170608 Oh, hey sweetie, are you ready?

"Let me walk through life with you.

Everybody dreams of having what we do.

Like we're rolling thunder,

You pull me out from under."

I have tried hundreds of times, trying to write an entry in English, trust me, I have; but unfortunately, my English is not good enough to do so. 

Today is just an ordinary day in June but I am feeling a little bit different..

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It's happening to me again.

Someone has been sending me signs of them wanting to be in my life, very unclear.

Wanna know what happened to me the last time? I fell in love, hard. I didn't regret it, I didn't. But, sadly, it also took away my trust, my belief in love. 

I strongly believed that he loved me more than anything. Maybe he did. I don't know. But what I know is, he doesn't now. 

I have been questioning myself all this time, am I ready? Am I ready to begin a new chapter of my life? I want to be. Really. I mean it. I want to be in love again. I want to be taken care of, I want to care for the one I love. All those hugs, kisses.., I want to have them all. And I want to cuddle. I want to do all those things that I have been dreaming of.. To be loved by the one I love..

It has been months now.

Will you walk in?

Will I let you?

"Em không biết còn phải đi lòng vòng bao nhiêu con đường, gặp bao nhiêu người tồi tệ nữa mới có thể gặp được anh. Em thật sự muốn chạy đến tương lai để nói với anh rằng, hãy nhanh chóng tìm được em đi nhé, một mình em thật sự vất vả lắm."

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8j9zMok6two